Atheists are ignorant of the logical difficulties (willfully or otherwise). Contratheists, however, rabidly attempt to defend their self refuting ideology, are grossly intolerant of theism, AND actively seek destruction of theism in the public sphere.
The ONLY time Jesus repeated himself so often, and offered no alternative explanation to those who remained- or left at the 'difficulty' of his teaching.
No, I am not saved: I am still alive. Death is a pre-requisite to salvation. His death on the cross earned us redemption and potential salvation.
"Work out your own salvation in fear and trembling" -- Phil 2:12
Salvation is NOT guaranteed per se. Salvation is NOT guaranteed by 'accepting' Jesus as the Christ. The contrary position is frought with logical contradictions.